MOM a PREACHER, SISTER, GRANDMOTHER, AUNT, COUSIN, DAUGHTER: March 2025

MY FATHER TOOK ME IN 1984 AND I LEFT MY KIDS WITH MY MOM.

WHAT DO BACKSLIDERS DO?

ANYTHING TO GET OUT OF HARD PLACES.

I HAD LEFT MY HUSBAND 5 TIMES IN A 17 YEAR MARRIAGE TO HIM TWICE. JAN/ 20/2025 REVISION WAS MADE HERE:

[i remember it this way:1969 divorce/reconnect 1970/

78 fled tucson/

Then 83 did not come home / then federal gov. dropped him/argued,then

83, WENTTo my dad's WHILE his... mom in town with him/1984 fled Phile.]

HOW DARE I TELL YOU ANYTHING WITHOUT REPENTANCE?

20 YEARS AFTER I WAS GONE FROM MY MARRIAGE I WAS TOLD I WAS STILL MARRIED...

WHAAAT?

BY THEN 1986 TO 2008, I HAD SLEPT ON CONCRETE WITH A CARRY-ALL GOING TO COLLEGES IN THE DAY AND MUSIC PROGRAMS AT CHURCH. (SIX YEARS IN ROOMS)

2008 I MOVED FOR ONE YEAR INTO A HOME AFTER MY FATHER DIED. YOU SEE I CHOSE NOT TO LIVE WITH MY PARENTS. BOTH OF THEM HAD BEEN DIVORCED SINCE I WAS 10 YEARS OLD. THEY PITIED ME HAVING WITNESSED MY MARRIAGE OF MANY HURDLES FOR 17 YRS.

I TALK ABOUT JESUS ALL THE TIME HERE WITH TEXTS BECAUSE HE CONVERTED ME.

FOR 36 YEARS I'VE KEPT MY COMMITMENT TO HIM ALONE. DURING THAT TIME I WAS FORMALLY CONTINUED IN MUSIC EVANGELISM, ACCEPTED, CALLED TO MINISTRY LICENSED, AND AM NOT A HYPOCRIT TO MY OATH.

BUT YOU ALL CAN BEWARE, BECAUSE SOME ARE NOT COMMITTED AND CONVERTED WHO MAY OPENLY SPEAK OF JESUS WITHOUT CHANGE IN THEIR LIVES.

WE HAVE NO OTHER HOPE.

KNOW THIS THOUGH, MANY WHO ARE CALLED, NEVER BECOME FAITHLESS. THEY CHOOSE THE GOSPEL COMMISSION AND THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES RIGHT, BEFORE GOD.

49 YEARS AGO I WAS A WRITER AND COMPOSER OF SACRED SONGS.

THOSE SONG SPEAK OF MY GRADUAL LEARNING OF JESUS. THEY WERE AIRED ON RADIO.

I PUBLISH THEM ONLINE TODAY. THEY ARE MY "FIRST WORKS". A TEXT FOR CONVERSION FOR ME IS THIS:

Rev.2:5. Hebrew bible:

5 לָכֵן זְכֹר מִנַּיִן נָפַלְתָּ וַחֲזֹר בִּתְשׁוּבָה וַעֲשֵׂה אֶת הַמַּעֲשִׂים הָרִאשׁוֹנִים; שֶׁאִם לֹא כֵן, אָבוֹא אֵלֶיךָ וְאָסִיר אֶת מְנוֹרָתְךָ מִמְּקוֹמָהּ - אִם לֹא תַּחֲזֹר בִּתְשׁוּבָה.

5 Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.

Bible hub

Revelation 2:5 Therefore, keep in mind how far you have fallen. Repent and perform the deeds you did ...

... you have fallen! Repent

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Married him twice / how come he did not know?

Left him 5 times.

It's a miracle God has anything to do with me, but I know in his mercy he looked at my entire life and winked at my ignorance.

DON'T THINK THERE'S BEEN NO MISERY AND FEAR FOR A WOMAN ALONE 40 YEARS. ASPIRING TO RISE ABOVE A LIEING ORIENTATION MUCH OF WHICH CREEPS INTO CHURCHES, FELLOWSHIPS, AND RECOVERY. YOU THINK YOU ARE RESCUED BUT A NEW THING ARISES.

FELLOWSHIP WITH CHURCHES CAN BE CLEANSED AND FAMILIES RESTORED IF THERE IS SURRENDER TO GOD, STUDY AND PRAYING TOGETHER, IN FAMILY WHERE ALL PLANS ARE KNOWN, AND NO ONE IS TOLD THEY WILL NEVER BE A PART OF THE FAMILY. ONCE UNION OF MARRIAGE IS BROKEN AND PARTNERSHIPS ARISE OUT OF SEPARATIONS. WHAT TELLS US RIGHT THERE IS, THERE WAS NO COMMITMENT REALLY UNDERSTOOD. THE BIBLE TEACHES CLEARLY WHAT WE MIGHT NOT HAVE HEARD BEFORE WE TOOK THAT STEP OF REMARRIAGE....>but i

never heard this preached.<

SEE TEXT...

Deu 24:4 Her former husband, which sent her away, may not take her again to be his wife, after that she is defiled; for that is abomination before the Lord : and thou shalt not cause the land to sin, which the Lord thy God giveth thee for an inheritance.

CLEANSED IN VOLUNTARY ISOLATION/ vile people do not desire Holiness in God. /BASED ON HIS RULES/

Snippets written by claudia ann goodwin-humphrey Mandated

reporter Ordained

CAN GOD FORGIVE ANY PEOPLE IN THE BIBLE, THEN HE CAN FORGIVE YOU.

SCRIPTURE IS OFTEN PUBLIC DOMAIN.

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BLINDED OVER YEARS TAKES TIME TO YIELD WHAT WE KNOW....MY FATHER TOOK ME IN 1984 AND I LEFT MY KIDS WITH MY MOM.

WHAT DO BACKSLIDERS DO?

ANYTHING TO GET OUT OF HARD PLACES.

I HAD LEFT MY HUSBAND 5 TIMES IN A 17 YEAR MARRIAGE TO HIM TWICE.[i remember itthis way:1969 divorce/reconnect 1970/

78 fled tucson/

Then 83 did not come home / then federal gov. dropped him/argued,then

83 government. To my dad's his... mom in town with him/1984 fled Phile.]

HOW DARE I TELL YOU ANYTHING WITHOUT REPENTANCE?

20 YEARS AFTER I WAS GONE FROM MY MARRIAGE I WAS TOLD I WAS STILL MARRIED...

WHAAAT?

BY THEN 1986 TO 2008, I HAD SLEPT ON CONCRETE WITH A CARRY-ALL GOING TO COLLEGES IN THE DAY AND MUSIC PROGRAMS AT CHURCH. (SIX YEARS IN ROOMS)

I TALK ABOUT JESUS ALL THE TIME HERE WITH TEXTS BECAUSE HE CONVERTED ME.

FOR 36 YEARS I'VE KEPT MY COMMITMENT TO HIM ALONE. DURING THAT TIME I WAS FORMALLY CONTINUED IN MUSIC EVANGELISM, ACCEPTED, CALLED TO MINISTRY LICENSED, AND AM NOT A HYPOCRIT TO MY OATH.

BUT YOU ALL CAN BEWARE, BECAUSE SOME ARE NOT COMMITTED AND CONVERTED WHO MAY OPENLY SPEAK OF JESUS WITHOUT CHANGE IN THEIR LIVES.

WE HAVE NO OTHER HOPE.

KNOW THIS THOUGH, MANY WHO ARE CALLED, NEVER BECOME FAITHLESS. THEY CHOOSE THE GOSPEL COMMISSION AND THEY LIVE THEIR LIVES RIGHT, BEFORE GOD.

49 YEARS AGO I WAS A WRITER AND COMPOSER OF SACRED SONGS.

THOSE SONG SPEAK OF MY GRADUAL LEARNING OF JESUS. THEY WERE AIRED ON RADIO.

I PUBLISH THEM ONLINE TODAY. THEY ARE MY FIRST WORKS. A TEXT FOR CONVERSION FOR ME IS THIS:

Rev.2:5. Hebrew bible:

Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.

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You need the u.s. constitution to protect your rights to print or say this...

ARE WE SENSITIVE?

Baptized age 10,1955 THANK GOD!

Break away from orientation 1969 and recaptured 1971 age 26,

Run away from marriage 5 times.

1984 last run and began wandering.

EDUCATED

GOOD WORK RESUME

NO ADDRESS ADDS UP TO... NO ONE WILL HIRE YOU.

1989 CONVICTED IN CHRIST JOURNEYED ONWARD INTO A CRUSADE...1991

No rolled dice! No games.

Ten k runs

[STAYED WITH MUSIC INSTRUMENT PRACTICE LIFETIME.]

MUCH COLLEGE SPANNED CONVERSION THANK GOD,AND MUSIC PERFORMANCE.

Olympic swim preps

Poor friendships after marriage

No bible study in marriage and family.

Bible study on my own.

Failure to make closure as I see lives around me versus what was taught at pulpit.

Poverty struck since age 13.

Academy days "dorcus room" for clothes.

WHY WHY WHY THE SECRECY. NO! THERE IS NO ONE TAKING YOU IN AND NO SECRECY. MEANS I WAS ON THE ROAD WALKING WITH BUCKET BLANKET AND CUP. THANK GOD I FOUND SLEEPING ON DOORSTEPS FINALLY RELYING ON CHURCH CHARITIES THAT BROUGHT ME TO HEAR....MOST MERCIFUL GOD...

I had not heard an Anglican prayer that spells it out clearly.

Hear our prayer, oh lord...

What is the Anglican confession prayer?

"Most merciful God, we confess that we have sinned against you in thought, word, and deed, by what we have done, and by what we have left undone. We have not loved you with our whole heart; we have not loved our neighbors as ourselves. We are truly sorry, and we humbly repent.

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1988, sitting next to a friend who brought me, homeless to the alter.

I'm a Christian. I should know this.

I heard someone say "oh thank you, Lord, thank you"...[I was in a bad place, yet an earlier time... saying to myself: I'm a Christian.] Who is that saying that?

FRIENDS THAT PLAY DON'T STAY AROUND ME...I DONT NEED THEIR CONFIRMATION...

THEY ARE USUALLY TOO SENSITIVE TO CONFESS AND FORSAKE SINFUL PRACTICES WHILE I HAVE GONE ON IN MISSION TO THE POOR.

MY DAD SUPPORTED MY MINISTRY AND WAS PRESENT FOR MY ORDINATION.

Dad